This is a photo that I took on a recent holiday in St.Ives, Cornwall. It’s in Falmouth, looking seaward. I found myself with a mixture of reactions. One was to be struck by the beauty. Sea, rocks, open air, blue skies and, at least there, no Covid. (A good enough reason to be there!) But along with this was a sense of anxiety or trepidation. It was so big! This wasn’t a quiet harbour within sight of houses, people, civilisation. With a fish and chip shop a few hundred yards away. This, it seemed to me, was Eternity .Or at least one image of it. Open, boundless, seemingly infinite and self contained. It was totally oblivious to me or my responses. I could make no more impression on this scene that fly to the moon unaided. As Thoreau put it “We need the tonic of wildness… At the same time that we are earnest to explore. and learn all things, we require that all things be mysterious and unexplorable…” The sea always seems to me to so many things at once. In much the same way that Aslan was not a tame lion, so with the sea. It is not a tame creature. Whilst we were down there we had ample opportunity to witness the sea being frightening and awesome as well as calm and tranquil. It’s a salutary experience to watch a storm hitting the sea and watch the comfortable scene of yesterday turn into something much more formidable.
When I was thinking of the title for this piece, I was going to call it “Vision” because that’s the heart of this blog. But on consideration it seemed to me that Faith was more apt. A New Testament writer described faith as “the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen” (Heb. 13:8 KJV) That seems to fit with Vision. (And as another biblical writer put it “without a vision, the people perish” (Prov.29:18))
I recently read a novel by Isaac Asimov “The Naked Sun” in which an earthbound detective Elijah Baley is summoned to the planet Solaris to investigate a murder. Baley’s own planet is hugely overpopulated with almost no space unoccupied. Solaris is just the opposite. Huge areas are under populated. Baley has to struggle with his agoraphobia on Solaris. Being able to see the sky, open spaces, landscapes free of people frequently overwhelms him. Eventually he learns to appreciate the value of this kind of landscape-as well as solving the mysterious murders.
It is this novel that, for me, links Faith, the seascape and Vision. One of the hallmarks of good psychotherapy is that it invites us to explore our inner landscapes. To risk a new vision that might threaten to overwhelm us but which, with courage, might allow us to enjoy a new perspective. One that we had previously avoided. This risk is not confined to the therapy room. It’s the measure of our courage. To live with new landscapes and find a way of Being in them. This demands of us both faith and Vision.